fuckkk so the pressure has taken its toll on me and I have, unfortunately, taken up smoking :S
I guess its good because its only like one, maybe two, packs a day but I’m not a chain smoker yet.
ok so the above statement is obviously false. fucking disgusting habit but literally EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THE CITY SMOKES!!! ahhh I have inhaled so much flippin second hand smoke that i hack up a lung every morning (straight up my neighbours don’t think too highly of my horking every morning :S).
Everything is so dreary and cloudy but its not cuz of the shit climate, the constant rain or even the pollution from cars, its the fucking smokers. like there is a constant haze of smoke and its ONLY BECAUSE OF THE SMOKERS!!! So many hot girls and they just ruin it with the smoking… ahhh i feel like this three years here will shorten my life by at least 15…